It's O Level's results day and I finally got my results back. My results weren't really very bad, 2 A1s, 5 A2s, 2 B3s. There isn't any distinction for MSP this year and I think that Cikgu would be quite sad and disappointed, but at least I got a B3 (: I was extremely tensed up when the new principal was announcing the statistics for 2009 results. I was a little bs when so many cheena PRCs were the top performers, somemore the person who got 10 A1s was another cheena PRCs! I was like sian diao already.
When I got my results I was like 'Ooo A, A, A...' And when I looked carefully beside those As, many wrote 'TWO' which means I got A2. Then I was really sian ttm already lor. My hands were trembling when I tore the letter.
L1R5=10
I was stunned. I don't know how to react. Then I just called my mother to inform her about my results. I started tearing while talking, but I don't know those were tears of relief or disappointment. She said 10 points was good enough, but I was thinking otherwise. I can't get into NJC with 10 points! After that I started feeling rather depressed.
I went to JP with the Boonlay clan afterwards and I felt much better with them. I didn't watch movie with some of them because my mother wanted to order pizzas for dinner at home, so I went home instead. My mother started talking to me about the JCs then I started feeling bored and a bit of depressed again. Then she started talking and talking non stop while I was watching teevee. It's not nagging but just something like concern. When I was in my room, she also came into my room and talked to me. I told her to stop it but she just wouldn't want to.
Aye, I think the only better JC left now is ACJC. So I think I shall try my best to get into this JC. It's useless being so depressed afterall. Bye!
